Love

Love is just a reason to get hurt. even in the begining we know that it will happen. We try to prepare ourselves for the worst thing possible, but as days go by with the one you "love" you forget that it will happen. Then as it all starts coming to an end you ask yourself these questions like "why me?" or "not again". When your a teen your first crush and heartbreak are the ones that stick with you the most. But as time goes by and you figure out how it works you start to prepare yourself, and in that it all happens like a movie pressed on rewind. You prepared yourself for the worst but you get caught up in the lust and infatuation you forget. You find yourself in the same heartbreaking sistuation, same position, same feelings, and the same thought you had in the begining. so you get hurt once again. For the what? thousandth time in your life? People forget about all the things that can go wrong because they just want to be loved soo badly they want to feel that new rush of adrenaline. The new feeling of someone wanting you, someone "loving" you. I'm learning to build up my gaurd, because I personally don't want to be hurt again. I can't blame them though, and I won't.